A week from today I get a peak at the babe to hopefully see he or she growing like a weed!
A week from today I will be a nervous wreck driving my husband nuts as we make our way to the appointment.
A week from today I pray that babe will be right on track with a nice strong heartbeat.
A week from today I pray that my nerves are calmed when we see that wiggly baby on the ultrasound.
But what if we don't?
If we don't, God is still sovereign and very much in control.
I will praise Him anyway.
You may think I'm nuts to already be nervous about an appointment a week away, but the truth is I was nervous when I stepped out of my last appointment knowing we would be back in 3 weeks to check on the progress.
Oh, the life of someone with multiple pregnancy loss. My. brain. never. stops.
God I pray for my fears and know that you hold this pregnancy in the palm of Your hands. How comforting to know You are in charge and not I!
I am strong. All because of You. I stand in awe, of every mountain that You move. For I am changed, yesterday is gone. I am safe from this moment on. And there's no fear when the night comes round'. I'm in better hands now.
Pray for us!
(lyrics by Natalie Grant - In Better Hands Now)