Monday, February 13, 2012

Are you ready for this?!

Are you ready to pray for me again?!?

We were shocked.

This came as a complete surprise.

I found out at only 9 dpo (days past ovulation).

At 12 days past ovulation my HCG was 48. NORMAL!

My progesterone is looking good!

I go back tomorrow for more blood work.

PLEASE say a prayer that I have a great number!

This is my fifth pregnancy for those that don't know and I am freaking out to say the least.

It feels different. I feel great.

Yes, I am still exercising (but being monitored by my trainer and doctor).

I will not lie. I check the toilet paper when I use the restroom, I cringe at every pull in my abdomen.

I am 4 weeks, 2 days.

God, this is Your baby. This is Your pregnancy. Do with it what You will. I am Yours and trust in You fully. I am scared. So, so scared. I want nothing more than to take this baby home, but only if it is Your will. I pray for a peace of mind. I pray for strength. 

Oh, how i need you to pray for me!


  1. Peace, peace, wonderful peace,
    Flowing down from the Father above,
    Sweep over my spirit, forever, I pray,
    In billowing waves of love.

  2. Praying Praying Praying for you!! You are so amazing and have touched so many through your posts! God Bless you!

  3. Praying for you. Your heart is exactly where it needs to be! Love you!

  4. Wow God is good!!! Praying for you! Keep your eyes on him through this, it's going to be an amazing journey! Bless you!

  5. Thank you so much for your sweet words!!! Love you Brei!